History tells us Abraham Lincoln (1809-1865) was shot at Washington D.C.’s Ford Theater on April 14, 1865. Much has been written about the shooting and the political climate of America on that day. Very little has been written about the contents found inside of the pockets of our sixteenth president. This is what was found:
1. A handkerchief, embroidered “A. Lincoln”
2. A country boy’s pen knife
3. A spectacles case repaired with string
4. A purse containing a $5 Confederate bill
5. Some old and worn newspaper clippings
One of the clippings was an article written by John Bright (1811-1889). He called Lincoln, “one of the greatest minds of all times.” Today, that is common knowledge but that was not the case in Lincoln’s time. In 1865, millions shared quite a contrary opinion. The President’s critics were fierce. The country was in turmoil and was ripped to shreds by hatred and a cruel, costly war. Lincoln kept Bright’s words because he couldn’t believe anyone would say he had a great mind. All these years later, we can confess the truth. Lincoln suffered from depression. He was crippled with self-doubt and haunted by a poor self-image. Do you know of anyone who is depressed, crippled with self-doubt, and haunted with by a poor self-image? Could that be part of your story? That takes us to our scripture reading.
We find ourselves instructed from the twenty-seventh chapter of Matthew. We usually hear these words during the season of Lent, Holy Week in particular. However, that does not mean it doesn’t have something to say to us today – they are powerful words all the time. You may remember the scene. Jesus is on his way to the cross. He is standing with the Roman Governor Pontius Pilate before the crowd. Pilate permits the crowd to decide Jesus’s fate. The crowd chooses Barabbas over Jesus. A short time later, Jesus is executed. Think about the scene for one moment.
Jesus and Pilate made a strange pair. They are exact opposites. Pilate had everything this world had to offer, fame, power, and influence. Jesus had nothing this world has to offer. Yet, it is Pilate who is riddled with self-doubt, not Jesus. What did Jesus have that was absent in Pilate’s life? The answer is God esteem. What is God esteem? It is the understanding that we cannot live our lives on our own and can only live up to our full potential through glorifying God. Jesus is the ultimate example of God esteem. As a disciple of Jesus Christ, I hope you have God esteem. The purpose of your life is not self-promotion. The purpose of your life must be to glorify God. To improve your God esteem let me ask you three questions. This is the first question.
Do you know who you are? Jesusknew who he was. The Gospel narrative is a little thin when it comes to Jesus’ childhood. We are told that Jesus was born in Bethlehem and lived in Egypt for a short time as an infant. He called Nazareth home. We are told he went to the temple in Jerusalem when he was twelve years old and amazed the Elders. We know nothing about his teenage years, but we do know he lived near his mother, Mary, until he was thirty. We know very little about Jesus’ life, but I am comfortable saying Jesus knew who he was from the very beginning. Jesus knew he was the son of God. Jesus knew being the son of God brought unique opportunities, however it also brought unique challenges. Jesus was not arrogant; Jesus was secure. Jesus knew who he was. How many secure people do you know? Do the people in your life consider you a secure person? All secure people know who they are.
The most liberating words in my life are the words, “I don’t know!” When I was younger, I thought I had to know everything. There was a time when I wanted people to think I knew everything. The truth is I am ignorant about many things. I know nothing about plumbing, auto repair, foreign policy, sewing, crafts, and the finer details of physics. I can’t speak a word of Portuguese. It is extremely difficult to know everything. Then I learned to use those three little words, “I don’t know.” Saying, “I don’t know” doesn’t mean you don’t know anything. It means “I don’t know” about certain things. I don’t know anything about cardiology, but I know something about God, preaching, the Bible, church growth and group dynamics. In a few days I will turn sixty-seven years old. I like being my age because I have had years to learn about myself, my strengths, and my weaknesses. Do you consider yourself an expert on everything? When was the last time you uttered those three liberating words, “I don’t know?” Jesus knew who he was. That is the first step in having God esteem! This is the second question.
Do you know whose you are? Jesus knew whose he was. It has been over two thousand years since this Biblical scene. You know how the story ends. Pilate permits Jesus to be crucified and the Master is buried in a cave-like tomb. Jesus spent his earthly ministry surrounded by people, but when the end came, he was alone. The crowds of Palm Sunday disappeared. Jesus was alone except for God. Jesus had confidence because he knew he was loved by God. You can have self-confidence because you are loved by God.
One of the great preachers of yesteryear was Phillips Brooks (1835-1893). He was extremely confident and optimistic. A close friend asked him what the source of his attitude about life was. He replied, “It is really quite simple, I am a Christian.” Once you discover God’s love for you, everything changes. It is not just his story. It is your story too. God claims you as a child. In the end, God will be victorious, and He wants to share the spoils of that victory with you! It really doesn’t matter what the world says about you. The only thing that really matters is that God loves you! That is the second step in having God esteem! This is the third question.
Do you know where you are going? Jesus knew where he was going. You know where Jesus went. The Apostles Creed tells us: He suffered under Pontius Pilate, was crucified, dead and buried; he ascended into heaven, and sitteth at the right hand of God the Father Almighty. Jesus knew he was going to heaven when it was all over. All he had to do was hang on. Jesus’ trials and challenges of this world were only temporary. All he had to do was hang on. He had to hang on through the tension of the crowd and the pain of the cross. Those experiences were temporary, but heaven was going to last for eternity.
Has there ever been a time in your life when you felt completely defeated? There doesn’t seem to be any escape and every day is a challenge. If you are a disciple of Jesus Christ, if you know him as your Lord and Savior, you can sink your roots into this part of the Good News. Someday the challenges of this world are going to be over, and you get to go to heaven! The only things that really matter are the things that will matter in one hundred years. The only thing that will matter in one hundred years is your relationship with Jesus. Someday we are going to heaven! That is the third step in having God esteem.Let me end with this story.
John Sargent (1856-1925) was an American painter. He once painted a panel of roses that was highly praised by critics. It was a small picture, but it approached perfection. Although offered a high price for it on many occasions, Sargent refused to sell it. He considered it his best work and was very proud of it. Whenever he was deeply discouraged and doubtful of his abilities, he would look at it and remind himself, “I painted that.” Then his confidence and ability would come back to him.
Never forget! You are a disciple of Jesus Christ. For that reason and for that reason alone you have God esteem. God can’t make a loser! Because you are a disciple of Jesus Christ, you know who you are. You know your own strengths and weaknesses. Because you are a disciple of Jesus Christ, you know whose you are. You belong to God, and He loves you! Because you are a disciple of Jesus Christ, you know where you are going. The challenges of this world are only temporary. Someday you are going to heaven. You are so valuable Christ died for you!



